We, humankind, have the honor to have chosen, and to have been chosen, to move through the sphere of duality, in order to fully m embody the consciousness of God within form.
I and you and all our brothers and sizers of the Earth are beautiful Divine images, held securely in the Mind of God.
And it is our destiny to realize in full consciousness the image which forms the gourd of our individuality, and of our being. Awakening into Being, Teaching the Heart to Sing, Julie
http://www.lightomega.org/Teaching-the- ... -Sing.html So what happened last week Johanna?Well, the Light which has been intensifying, and my body, which has been longing to hold more light and let go of the past, experienced a healing response as part of my Purification Process.
The healing crisis was also in response to previous weeks of sharing my inner desire to let go of relationships that were not mutually loving and caring, to let go of the drama and karma.
The healing experience was so intense, that I was bedridden for a week amongst other happenings within my body.
Pain is not an enemy but a passage you have chosen to move through.
Such a view allows the heart to soften, and in this softening to invite healing in.
CALENDAR OF HEALINGhttp://lightomega.org/CH/Cal-Healing.html Through the loving ministrations of my acupuncturist and his lovely wife and her healing stones, as well as the love and healing properties of the plant kingdom through herbs and food, deep breathing, as well as the tender care from my beloved Elijah, and the upliftment and love from the Realms of Light and God, I was able to go through this very intense and at times, physically painful experience, feeling loved, nourished, and supported.
Within all suffering there is the pain itself, and then there is one's reaction to it.
These two are not the same.
Breathe into the pain. Let it be, and trust.
This furthers the process of healing and opens the door to greater peace.
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http://lightomega.org/CH/Cal-Healing.html
This is the first time in 20 years of healing I felt - knew - myself to be supported by the Light and I was not in fear.
Just yesterday I was able to take my first walk without my stick for support.
Hurrah!
You do not know the limits of your inner strength,
nor whether something may be possible or impossible for you to get through.
For endurance depends not upon yourself alone, but upon a vast universe of light
and life which can support and carry you when you cannot carry yourself.
Call upon it and it shall be.
10. CALENDAR OF HEALINGhttp://lightomega.org/CH/Cal-Healing.html As part of my ongoing purification of low density karmic relationships which have affected body, mind, spirit and heart - I am encountering more bullies at this time.
These embodied beings are manifesting at this time in my life as part of my healing path, standing up to them with integrity, without fear and self deprecating as well as with dignity. Sometimes it can still can get messy, as the emotional intensity can be depleting and then well, it gets messy! The next step being forgiveness then the process of letting go. It is time to let go and move forward.
I will share with you one of the experiences.
Yesterday, my neighbors landscaper, came down as he always has and turned his big truck with a trailer full of equipment in my driveway. As he did so, I was watching and saw how he was affecting an area of erosion on my lawn that I have been seeking to save.
I called out to him to stop. He asked me why. I told him that he was "tearing up my lawn as he was backing up on my lawn". He ignored me, I said to him, "the irony is not lost on me that you are tearing up my lawn to go take care of my neighbors lawn."
He did everything but give me a rude gesture in response.
So I wrote a quick note to put on his vehicle asking him to turn his vehicle not in my driveway, but in the driveway of the property he is working on.
As I walked to his truck, he came up towards me on his big machine and turned it down for a moment, took the note, read it and crushed it in a ball and threw it to the ground scowling at me.
The energies of violence and anger coming out of him were by all accounts, disproportionate to the experience we were having in that particular moment.
In relation to pain there is a choice to make -
to allow oneself to open to all experience and grow,
or to become smaller and harder, contracting the life within.
This choice can shape an entire life.
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http://lightomega.org/CH/Cal-Healing.html Literally, moments before he showed up in my driveway I was receiving guidance regarding my healing response related to the karma which was manifesting in my bowels (it is believed to be one of the seats of karma - physically)*.
This is what I was receiving:
Pain and trauma associated with past lives and karma related to:
Sexual abuse
Sexual violence
Torture (Circa Inquisition)
Just as I put the ending parenthesis around the last notation, he pulled up.
Later, upon reflection, I felt deeply that in that moment, he was being offered a chance in this lifetime to respond to me differently. The key being respect. Alas, he did not choose that path, rather he was angry, disrespectful, and allowed a plethora of rage to burst forth from his heart. Get out! Really, I felt as if I knew this being in another lifetime, at that time, he was a priest.
When the body experiences hardship, one naturally wants to ease the pain.
Yet, there is healing of the body and healing of the soul.
Sometimes, one must wait in the body so that healing of the soul can take place.
In this way does life serve the purposes of the highest good, creating virtue even out of suffering.
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http://lightomega.org/CH/Cal-Healing.html Note about my body holding karma:
*My understanding of where we hold physical karma is rudimentary at best, I am remembering as I go through the Purification Process. I believe our karma manifests first from our cells - our DNA. Then there is the solid layer of karma which manifests in the intestines (the intestines being related to every part of the body), then the karma lodged energetically in the organs, blood, skin and hair, and then out to the aura.Namaste.