Notes From Retreat: For The Energetically Sensitive And Empaths
Hello Dear Readers,
Over the years, GurujiMa has shared with me, repeatedly, not to take energies personally. I am sharing a few recent experiences in this post to highlight that as the Light is expanding, so is our deeper unity with each other. Our abilities to perceive energies, thoughts or emotions which are not our own is also expanding as the previous energies of separation dissipate in the presence of Light.
Also during this time of expanding Light, energies which are intensely dehumanizing in their energetic nature are also being released.
Two Similar Experiences:
In the first experience, a person who is usually gentle and kind, took offense to reading choices I was making. When I left the interaction, I did not realize at first, that my body was experiencing the energies of trauma. The two words coming to my mind were harsh and demeaning. I was kinda of shocked because of the gentle nature of this embodied soul. The words hurt in my heart, and I found myself spinning out of my body energetically from their density. The energies associated with the words felt abusive (hence the trauma reaction of leaving my body) and it took hours to reground and center myself. It also took me some time during this experience to recognize that the words, which I repeated aloud, alone in the car, were not mine, they were coming from this embodied soul.
The second experience occurred today. I was in the grocery store. There were only two registers open. My groceries were on the belt and I was packing and I looked at what should have been two lines. The line to the left of me was long, the register I was at had no one in it but me. Perceiving the surreal nature of what was going on, I joked to the cashier, "Well I don't understand why everyone is waiting in the other line, you are quite fast." Only when I got outside and sat in the car, did I become aware that those waiting in the other line, about ten people, some couples, most elderly, were not coming to the register I was at, because of me. Because of how I look. And the words that came to my mind had to do with a slur. I kept repeating the slur aloud in the car, as I did not understand at first what was happening. It felt so surreal. In this experience, I did not feel traumatized and stayed grounded. Over the years, I have engaged with these energies. Today and in the previous experience was the first time I could hear words accompanying the energies.
Now I share these two instances of not only perceiving energies which are dense and separated from the frequencies of love, but also hearing words associated with the energies coming towards me, because GurujiMa's words came to me each time. "Do not take the energies personally." This is so important.
The energies of dehumanization are so prevalent at this time. Leaders as well as candidates are aligning with the energies in words, actions, and deeds. Dehumanizing rhetoric can be heard on the news, radio, internet, read in publications, seen in video, everyone who can hear or see, is taking in the verbalization of the energies of dehumanization. And, those who normally would not engage with the energies, can, in a state of not being fully conscious in the moment, unconsciously align with the energies. They may not speak the words aloud, but for those of us who are aware at another level, their thoughts and/or feelings are acutely penetrating to the heart.
So I post in the spirit of sharing the wisdom of GurujiMa - "Don't take these energies personally".
with love, Johanna
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