Hello Dear Readers,
After posting yesterday on "Containment", I was reading the news of innocent New Yorker's on a subway who were attacked violently by, I learned later, a man who self-identified as a prophet in his facebook posts.
More often than not, to be one who sacrifices in service to anchor the Light within for healing, is to be an embodied soul who feels everything.
LightWorkers, WayShowers, Energy Workers, Empath's, Sensitives, all whose bodies were Divinely designed to hold the energies of Light, also, with great intensity, perceive and hold in their bodies the energies of the darkness.
Speaking for myself, I feel it all. I feel the rage, the anger, the pain, the ungrounded fears, the sufferings, the anguish, the sorrows, the cynicism, the greed, the desecration's, the disregard for the life of the planet, these as well as all the energies which are separated from from the energies of Love and Light. This is an aspect of my journey of becoming one with the many and one with the One.
It is not easy to perceive these energies and contain them. At times, it hurts. At times, I just want to shout out and express the separated energies coursing through me so that it will go away and cease causing pain within. These energies are intensely fatiguing, and there are days where the fatigue is stronger than the will, and so I must wait until the energies pass.
It hurts my heart to watch other embodied souls being treated unjustly, unfairly, being destroyed on a whim or a sincere belief, this is natural and yet, getting angry only adds to the separated energies which are the root of the suffering. It is painful to feel my powerlessness and helplessness in the face of the energies of darkness which embolden some embodied souls to harm and hurt the innocent in the name of trolling, blind-rage, bullying, or authoritarianism.
It's painful to feel the energies of darkness in one's consciousness, coursing through one's nervous system, filling one's mind with thoughts that are separated from Love. It is not an easy task taken without a commitment to love, to feel the darkness, to hold it, to contain it, to wait and trust in the Light to purify these energies.
This is why, for me, Purification has been essential. To become conscious of what is mine, to heal that which is mine to heal, so that when these separated energies of darkness come into my body and my consciousness, I am able to identify them, observe them, and by the Grace of God, not act them out.
I contain them. I feel the energies without expressing the energies. My heart, my body holds these energies for the purposes of transformation. Through Grace embodied, the Light clears me, and then I move forward in time, remembering with ease and joy the wonderfulness of the Light within, and then the energies build once again, I contain them, and they are transformed and cleared.
I am not alone in this work Dearest Readers. Chances are if you are reading this post, you too, are very familiar with this sacred process of holding the Light in the presence of the energies of darkness.
Containment is holy work. It is challenging work. It is a sacrifice of love, love for humanity most especially, to allow these energies to pass through you, or if I AM made you like me, to contain them for healing.
Our work, if you resonate with what I am sharing, is to be aware of the energies of darkness without acting them out when they pass through our bodies, minds, and hearts as energies.
To, as GurujiMa has taught me, "Remember Love".
This is the context of Containment I speak to in this post.
with love,
Johanna
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