Walking with Johanna... A Spiritual Journey Home

Do not be concerned about what others think
of you when you are yourself.

Be concerned about what God thinks of you.

The achievement of integrity is an important goal on the path of light. It enables us to remain true to ourselves no matter where we are and no matter whom we are with. It is integrity that allows us to lead a seamless life.

Self Esteem, Self Worth, and Integrity

I grew up in a time and culture where outer displays of physical beauty for women was a marker of internal self esteem. A period in time just on the cusp of Women's Liberation, birth control, the explosion of sexual freedom and identity for women in the 1960's. Even though I was far too young to participate in both events of social awakening, I was at an age to be deeply influenced by the older women around me, magazine images, television, radio, and books.

And the message I received culturally was that to be confident, to be loved, to marry well and be a successful woman, one had to be outwardly beautiful. I even remember accounts of women burning their bra's in an attempt to let go of being forced into outer sexualized stereotypes of what a woman was to look like - being sexualized!

Needless to say this cultural information anchored in my consciousness in my preteen years left me feeling until a few years ago, very low self-esteem.

Searching for Self Esteem.

The funny thing is when I now look at photos of myself through the years, I was a lovely young women on the outside - yet inside, I never knew/comprehended this reality. I compared myself to models in magazines and on television. I compared myself to the other women in my family, friends, and those around me. I always seemed to fail the social and inner tests which I had set inside of myself as markers of my self esteem. Worst of all, I based my self esteem on whether boys, and then men, found me attractive or were looking at me. Oddly enough, I could never return their gazes as my self esteem was coupled with feeling painfully shy.

When I was old enough to do so, I dressed in a provocative manner. Stylish and sexy. Even so, again and again I felt inside, never good enough, with zero to little confidence (except as bravado and belligerence) and certainly I rarely if ever felt both outwardly or inwardly beautiful. My self esteem was so low that my perception of self became warped, manifesting at times, in self destructive behaviours.

Not having an anchor within myself of integrity, my inner life was defined by my looks and how I dressed. Not believing in who I was I searched women's magazines for my identity, I searched other peoples eyes around me, and I searched the entertainment industry for role models to find my self esteem.

Sure, there were plenty of articles on how to raise your self esteem during the dawn of the self help movement in the 1980's. I even quit reading the women's fashion magazines seeking the right look, cosmetic or style of dress, which I believed would finally help me to find my self esteem.

Even still, old habits and unconsciously ingrained cultural beliefs, are hard to see and difficult let go of, and in the void, the same behaviors although modified, continued to manifest in my outward expressions of self and style.

In the 1980's I began learning through books such as M. Scott Peck's The Road Less Traveled, that indeed self esteem might be found in the spiritual awakening movement unfolding around me. I began then a road to recovery which would lead me to the Teachings of Beloved Julie and to Julie herself in the early 1990's.

Even then on my spiritual journey of awakening, self esteem eluded me. Even as I was attending Gatherings and having private sessions with Beloved Julie, I continued to lead a double life. I would wear more modest clothes in Beloved Julie's presence, then during the times I was not with her, I continued to dress in a sexy stylish way still clinging to the hope that through my style (outer expression of my self) and the new found Teachings of spirituality, I would find my self esteem. Oh how difficult the unconscious cultural norms we first adopt in our childhoods are to dismantle in adulthood!

I struggled with both poverty and hormonal imbalances manifesting as yo-yo weight gains through my adult years. These events only intensified my inner self esteem problems - even as I practiced looking myself in the eye in the mirror and telling myself that I loved myself just the way I was. I remember being told by a boyfriend in my early thirties, that he was breaking up with me because I had gained weight! How crushing to my self esteem just as I was beginning to find that there may be a different way of defining my inner self. Neither words of comfort or the newly acquired spiritual teachings I had been learning at that time could penetrate the veil of darkness around my mind and heart at that time. Years of messages within and from around me judging my weight, my hair, and how I dressed were being confirmed by this one act of unkindness. I fell into a deep despair.

In my forties when I was homeless, I was known in the street community, the libraries, and in the coffee houses as the best dressed homeless person around. The coupling of my shame of being homeless* and my low self esteem led me to make sure that whenever I was in public, a place in which I constantly lived, that I looked stylish and clean.

I would like to be able to say to the young women reading my sharing of this experience that I found my self esteem before the age of fifty, but alas I did not. I am hoping for you dear ones that the incoming light may help you to heal from this insidious form of self negation sooner than I did.

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Emanations of Healing Light - Day 32
http://lightomega.org/EM/Emanations-of- ... Light.html

Self Worth Rather than Self Esteem.

I found my self worth rather than the ever elusive self esteem, through the deepening relationship with my soul as a direct result of my service work for God and my ever deepening relationship with the purest, most compassionate, and to me, beautiful woman, I have ever met, my Beloved Teacher Julie. The next stage of finding my self worth as I left the loving space of my spiritual community occurred through my service work in New Orleans after hurricane Katrina. I found the outward expression of my inner self through becoming part of the community of the 7th Ward, other volunteers serving in NOLA, and the Rastafarian community, all of whom who accepted me, for the most part, as who I was. And when I looked into peoples eyes, I saw kindness and even the love I felt in my heart reflected back to me in their eyes.

And the love reflected was not associated with being sexually desired - it was the love of experiencing who I was as an embodied soul. Soul to soul.

During these most recent years, my spiritual journey has led me on a path of where I experience severe and chronic limitations which affect my ability to exercise, let alone function. After years of faithfulness in the darkest of nights, my soul and my relationship with God as I understand God has expanded, my self worth has grown in leaps and bounds. Now when I look into my eyes or my image in the mirror I no longer need to prompt myself into believing I love myself, I do. I have learned to accept my body in whatever shape it needs to be in as I (the embodied self) spiritually heals and serves. I am learning with each passing moment in time to love my body as a sacred vehicle of consciousness - a sacred vehicle of love and light.

Beloved Julie has said to me many a time over the years that the beauty I had been given by God was in service to God, not to man. It took me many painful years of wandering through cultural norms and self prejudice to find the core truth of her Teaching.

In finding this core truth of self and my soul, I am feeling more at one with the outward beauty and inward confidence I had been searching for all of my life.

And so today, I write this post for all the young women who believe the media hype that they should emulate the K's or the incredibly thin, surgically sculpted women on television and print to find and manifest outwardly their self worth and self esteem.

If I may...

Let go of societies standards of beauty and see the truth of who you are: you are beautiful just as Mother Father-God has made you.

You body is a unique expression of your soul.

This journey of finding your self esteem is in reality a journey of awakening to your beautiful soul and the light you were meant to shine through your vehicle of sacred consciousness - your body.

It is my hearts prayer that your journey to self love and soul expression may be just a little less painful for the reading of this positing.

with love,
Johanna

...The capacity to remain ourselves in each situation is not only beneficial for ourselves since it strengthens our sense of identity and purpose. It is also beneficial for others who see what is possible as they travel along their own road toward greater integrity.

...Integrity is a teacher, and what it teaches is who we are and what is important in life. It allows us to be faithful to a sense of sacred priorities and to the purpose for bringing these to whatever we do. When it happens that fear of disapproval or even of loss of relationship begins to occupy us as we contemplate being ourselves with another, then we must summon the courage to act in integrity before our concerns and needs begin to take over the situation and we abandon ourselves.

...A seamless life in which we bring ourselves to every corner of our existence brings joy to the heart and peace to the soul, for it allows us to feel that we are fulfilling our Divine purpose for being here. Until this becomes possible, however, it is important to look for those areas in which we can become more and more ourselves while seeking increasingly to become an embodiment of God's light and love.

Excerpts from:
THE CALENDAR OF LIGHT
Day 86 - Relationships: Striving for Integrity
http://lightomega.org/CL/Cal-Light-Signup.html

*Homelessness: At the time of my experiencing homelessness I did not have the same understanding and spiritual wisdom as I do today that my surrender to the path of homelessness and all the experiences throughout, were an integral part of my spiritual journey.

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Blessings dear one, blessings...

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I am weary my God and feel broken by the darkness.

Tribulation follows torment as the darkness engulfs me.

My heart weeps, confused, as my cries and prayers are met with silence.

My body has become my soul's prison.

LAMENTS OF THE IMPRISONED
http://returnofthechrist.org/Laments.html

Mom dies of 'broken heart' after son Kalief Browder killed himself last year
"...Kalief was just 16 in May 2010 when he was jailed after a teen accused him of robbing him of his backpack.
His family couldn't make the $3,000 bail, so he spent three years in Rikers, enduring beatings by guards and 400 days total in solitary confinement before the charges against him were ultimately dropped." May both your souls rest and know peace.
http://www.nydailynews.com/new-york/bro ... -1.2833023

A Closer Look at Solitary Confinement in the UInited States
by Kalief Browder
http://www.scribd.com/doc/269483253/A-C ... ef-Browder

Kalief Browder, 1993–2015
http://www.newyorker.com/news/news-desk ... -1993-2015

Traumatized by 3 Years at Rikers Without Charge, Ex-Teen Prisoner Kalief Browder Commits Suicide
http://www.democracynow.org/2015/6/8/tr ... _at_rikers

Here's Kalief Browder's Heartbreaking Research Paper On Solitary Confinement
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/06/2 ... 46492.html

NYC Officials: No Bail Required For Non-Violent Offenders
http://crooksandliars.com/2015/07/nyc-o ... on-violent

A change in the planetary consciousness is in the process of becoming an embodied collective reality. As influxes of heightened frequencies of Light continue to be anchored by the Holy Being of Light we call Mother Earth and in the hearts of her inhabitants, portals of multidimensional potentialities are opening, vibrationally radiating and pulsing through, and around, all who inhabit the Earth. These particular frequencies of Holy Light of which I speak of will continue to increase in duration and strength for this is the Promise of the Covenant* given to all souls. As fifth dimensional awareness increases planetary wide, these same sacred frequencies of Holy Light are activating previously dormant DNA sequences and neural pathways effecting both the brain and the heart, opening the mind and heart to infinite potentialities for greater truth, love, healing~purification, and self awareness.

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HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

From the beginning, the soul has traveled down a path of its own choosing, entering the sphere of time and space in order to experience its own individuality in a world within form. This choice that was so fraught with consequences was not imposed on the soul by any external edict, but was thrust upon it by virtue of its own preferences toward individual self-expression and the freedom to say 'yes' and 'no.' For this reason, the 'Fall,' as biblical history has depicted it, must be thought of not as a punishment for sin, but as an expression of the necessary and inevitable consequence of the soul's choosing to experience itself with the full range of freedom granted to all children of God.

...Attention to energies of darkness were not part of the conscious experience of mankind, for the most part, for these wove themselves into the social and intellectual fabric of mankind's awareness in ways that prevented their discernment from occurring easily. Sometimes they posed as intellectual principles; sometimes as religious principle which introduced fear or threat into humanity's experience of itself. Whether introduced as an intellectual principle that created a reality separate from spiritual reality, or as an emotional factor that introduced threat and fear into what claimed to be the 'true religion', and there were many of these, such energies of darkness worked to separate mankind still further from its remembrance of its origins in the light. Over time, human beings became more and more oriented toward physical reality, thinking of it as their home, and less and less aware of the true reality of the spiritual worlds, though many believed that they existed in principle.

Hope for Psychopaths, Sociopaths, and All Spectrum's of Narcissism.

This consciousness of embodied soul awareness, of which I will speak to Dear Readers is in its early moments of unfloldment.* All souls will be uplifted, all souls are, and will be provided with new opportunities and possibilities for healing and soul growth by the ever increasing of multi-dimensional frequencies of Light and Love.

Frequencies of Light do not distinguish, judge the merits of one embodied soul or another, nor punish souls. It is, and ever has been, even with support, the primary responsibility, free will choice, and journey of the soul to purify, heal, and consciously integrate into higher and higher frequencies of wholeness~holiness. Using the framework of spiritual healing, it can be said that the embodied soul who has endeavoured to manifest a conscious mind connected to a compassionate heart, will be able to perceive and align with the heightened frequencies of Light sooner than the violently and selfishly oriented embodied soul and the hard-hearted. Even so, the lnfluxes of higher frequencies of Light and Love are for all and effecting ALL embodied souls including those who suffer from the severe forms of mental, emotional, and spiritual imbalances including psychopathy, sociopathy, all forms of narcissism.

In the case of the embodied soul manifesting symptoms of mental and spiritual imbalances associated with psychopathy, the ongoing influx and anchoring of higher frequencies of Light currently permeating our dimensional sphere of reality will continue to provide - internally - , heretofore unknown opportunities and 'openings' within the consciousness' to 'choose' a frequency of expression of the self associated with the spectrum of vibrational frequencies known as empathy. This Holy Light shall provide for all, most especially in those moments when the soul is being unconsciously drawn by lower vibrational frequencies which would otherwise feed the desire to harm - opportunities - fostered by a bridge in the conscious awareness of the soul's will, combined with a growing ability to perceive the possibility of choice. In this case, for the psychopath, a previously unrecognized choice becomes available in the consciousness - connected to the heart, it creates the possibility of choosing to not to hurt another - human being, animal, or the Earth. This is only one aspect of the Holy Reality of which I perceive to be unfolding throughout all dimensions of the Universe which includes all souls engaging in embodied experiences on Earth.

HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

"Increasingly, as souls experienced lifetime after lifetime within physical expression, it became easier to forget their point of origin, and to think that birth into physical existence was all that there was. Through the eras of time and circumstance which brought countless evolutionary steps forward, and also great tragedies produced by man's departure from the ways of the Creator and from his own essential nature, the consciousness of man nevertheless moved forward. Its progression took place according to both an inner and an outer timetable that allowed consciousness to develop both a sense of individual self-identity, while at the same time returning the mental and emotional capacities to their former ability to hold light and truth."

"…Mind and emotions exist upon planes of experience that are associated with physical manifestation, and are subject to energies of both light and darkness in their expression. Over the course of eons, both mind and emotions became heavily influenced by the motivational patterns that energies of darkness had introduced and which humans found themselves resonating with."

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Narcissism and the Collapse of Narcissistically Fed Societies

The influx of heightened frequencies of Light are also bringing infinite potentialities for healing to embodied souls who suffer the pain of loss of soul connection which can manifest within the wide spectrum of narcissistic behaviours and personality traits. The waves of higher frequencies of Light will continue to provide those who suffer within the wide spectrum of narcissistic behaviours, moments of insight and clarity in which the conscious self is able to perceive the possibility 'of a new choice' in the moment as to how they might interact with reality. The frequency shifts associated with influxes of Light are creating an internal atmosphere where potentialities to align with the heightened frequencies of Light are manifesting in the presence of a growing conscious awareness of the connection of the embodied self and personality to the soul's will, re-connecting the separated aspects of both the heart and mind of the embodied soul who suffers from narcissism.

Embodied souls who exhibit behaviours and personality traits related to all forms and variations of narcissism, will in time, become aware of the frequency shifts in as much as how the frequency shifts of Light are effecting them. A time of awakening is coming forth when those who suffer from the imbalances related to narcissism will be able to cognitively connect within themselves flickers of awareness of awakening consciousness. The ongoing process of recognition of an awakening consciousness will provide the bridge needed to open the mind and heart to the possibility of self examination, often for many who suffer from narcissism, for first time in their embodied life. The opening in the consciousness, manifested by the influxes of Light which created the consciousness bridge leading to an exploration of the self, will bring with it potentialities supported by spiritual quanta of both Light and hope, opening multidimensional pathways of healing. These pathways of healing will create openings in which the embodied soul suffering from narcissism, can become aware, if they choose to, of the need to nurture within themselves experiences of humility, gratitude, genuine experiences of love, or even explore new choices of expression of self such as "it is possible for my heart to open and care for the welfare of all embodied beings".

For all souls with greater and lesser degrees of narcissistic expression and behaviours, opportunities will and are arising from the influx of the higher frequencies of Light to open the doors of their limited spheres of compassion. The higher frequencies of Light are providing to all, infinite potentialities of conscious connection between the mental self and the soul creating possibilities for the embodied soul to experience true self love and caring for the well being of others for the sake of love and love only, and most importantly, experiences of gratitude. Most of all, the influx of higher frequencies of Light will open the possibilities within their hearts and consciousness' of all embodied souls to 'choose' to take responsibility - accountability - for their actions.

Stepping Off the Wheel of Karma

My heart is deeply and compassionately aware of those souls who have encountered experiences with both the psychopath and the narcissist. I am also compassionately aware of possible initial attitudes of not wanting anyone who has viciously hurt them, their family members, community members, tribes, clans, and nations, to have any opportunity to be healed, or know peace; especially after the horrible suffering both personality types are capable of inflicting upon innocents. Again, with immense compassion, I will share with you that an unending unwillingness to forgive shall be the chain which binds you to this soul and this frequency for many a lifetime until you do recognize them as embodied souls in need of healing - wholeness, and let them go. A difficult task for those embodied souls who have suffered the torments and tortures of the psychopath, sociopath, narcissist, the self absorbed and the bully.*

I am also, acutely aware of the frequencies of rage simmering within the hearts of the 'punishers', those embodied souls who lack the innate ability to trust in the Divine Creators wisdom, believing it is their mission/work and even divine right to punish and at times throughout history, to torment and torture, rather than help and support, the mentally ill and the vulnerable.

Until we as embodied souls come to know within the deepest parts of ourselves that all embodied souls are loved by God unconditionally, no matter how damaged they are, then we as nations and cultures will continue to support and allow inhumane, perpetuating cycles of punishment, war and torture, often with the 'punishers' as we are now witnessing, legislating, judging, and executing laws, directives, and punishments even as they themselves suffer from varying degrees and forms of 'functional' psychopathy and narcissism.

HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

"... During these more recent times, a deliberate and concerted effort was initiated from the realms of light to make contact once again with the consciousness of mankind. This was undertaken through those individuals who were more receptive to the truth of the spiritual worlds, and who, therefore, could hear, sense, and carry the messages of Spirit to others."

Dear Readers it has been my experience that the Holy frequencies I am perceiving have been, and are, ever expanding, permeating all forms of density within our dimensional reality. These frequencies 'Exist' and 'Are Becoming' simultaneously and they are for the most part, perceived only by embodied souls who have, and long to, open their hearts as anchors of the frequencies associated with Light and Love. The time is drawing near when the ever increasing influxes of Light and Love will alter this reality of only a select perceiving and aligning with the frequencies of Light and Love. For even as time, as we collectively understand time, is perceived by all within the collective human consciousness, so too will all perceive the presence of the holy frequencies of Light.

In my heart - no matter what outer struggle or personality healing I am engaged in - I continue to perceive ever increasing influxes of the frequencies of Love and Light.

‪ He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother ‬

Could it be that these very same holy energies I speak of anchored a shift in planetary consciousness in the 1960's?

I seem to remember, via my heightened sensitivities to all environments around me, a time filled with solitary experiences of joy. I loved to sing to the many beautiful songs about love and harmony which played on the radio. Here is an example, I can see my child self singing the words to the song the "Age of Aquarius" at the top of my lungs, arms flailing about in the air, the grass is fresh cut under my feet by the water tower at the end of the street, and I am dancing with joy. I had no idea at the time what the lyrics meant, I just loved singing the song. As far as I can remember as an embodied being who has always been sensitive to energies, heart anchored frequencies of Light and Love were vibrating at a higher frequency. I also remember the 1970's when the planetary energies shifted (ebbed) again. The frequencies of Light I perceived as a small child entering the planetary dimensions in the 1960's varied in translation and soul expression as groups of embodied souls perceiving the vibrational changes within themselves, collectively manifested spiritual, religious, and psychic awakenings, the free love movement, and worldwide popular music vibrationally expressing visions of planetary harmony and love into the ear and nervous system. On the whole, in the decade of the 1960's many embodied souls experienced, witnessed and although most were not consciously aware of doing so, inwardly participated, in an internal shift in consciousness as the frequencies of Light and Love expanded into the various dimensions of the planetary consciousness. Simultaneously, the polarity opposite of the incoming frequencies of Light anchored first as the Korean war and then manifested its greatest volume of torments and sufferings during the Vietnam war* hand in hand with the assassinations of embodied souls carrying the vibrational frequencies of heightened social consciousness and hope.

HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

"The groundwork for the present expansion of light upon the Earth, and of the movement of consciousness into a final joining of the realm of the physical with the realm of the spiritual was therefore laid over a much longer stretch of time than the last few years or decades. And this effective preparation has allowed many to become ready for the transitional period during which it would become clearer that there is no such thing as a physical reality that is 'solid' and real, and a spiritual reality that is 'ethereal' and less real. The preparation that has taken place has been one that would allow the many to believe and understand, however tentatively at first, that there is only One reality, and that underlying all that is physical in its expression is the spiritual."

I am retrospectively aware that during the 50+ years I have been embodied, of these very same holy frequencies of Light have ebbing and flowing in duration, strength, and permeability. The most recent influxes of Light seems to me to be lasting longer and permeating denser energetic constructs within this dimensional realm of violence and negation. For those embodied souls who were not yet born during the 1960's, there are documentaries, literature, music recordings and movies illustrating 'energetically', the lives and cultures of many of the souls during my early years on this planet who manifested the incoming frequencies of Light and Love in social movements which sought to express love for one another and the planet after the second great world war, even as this consciousness of caring was co-opted by corporations, most notably a cola company. A door opened expanding levels of self awareness and 'knowing' within the planetary consciousness as a result of the influx of the frequencies of Holy Light.

The influx of frequencies of Light in 1960's brought about rich cultural changes, massive social changes, growth enhancing risk taking, increased willingness by greater masses of souls planetary wide to separate from draconian authoritarian narratives, the exploration of belief systems associated with self healing, and individual and collective journeys to define and live ones truth. Manifesting side by side these life affirming translations of the frequencies of incoming Light were the denser frequencies of racism, corruption, authoritarian abuse of power and denial of human rights, and secret rampant child abuse to name but a few. The resonant tentacles of these energies of rage and contempt for humanity manifesting to this present day in our systems of punishment and incarceration for profit, war for profit, the destruction of the Earth, her soil, skies and oceans as well as the misogynistic desecration of women and their free will, God given rights to exist and to make choices based on their particular soul journey.

HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

This transitional period is the one that we are now in. It has been heralded by prophets of old, by sages in their wisdom, by seers and wise ones of many traditions and persuasions. It is the cusp of a new age of peace and understanding for the world, based on victory over the forces of darkness and separation, and the final emergence of a society that is returned to its life within the spiritual worlds. The realms of light have emissaries presently upon the Earth to assist with this transition. There are also many who are helping who are not physically embodied. The plan of the Divine Creator of all, of "I Am That I Am" lies behind all movements of messengers and emissaries of light everywhere, and there is no authority separate from the authority of the One. All that exists in light derives from this authority, and does not claim a separate power or right to determine its own plans or agendas for advancement. Thus, at the present time, the Divine Plan for Creation is being brought forward with the help of many servants of the light, and also with the help of many upon the Earth who serve the same purpose.

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Dear Readers, as more and more embodied souls continue to awaken to the fact that their reality does not fit within the current popular authoritarian narrative of reality 'taught' to them as children, all previously held beliefs of what can and cannot be healed within the embodied self and the planetary body of souls is being gradually freed, as well of previously rigidly defined narratives of what it means to be human and how to live.

As time unfolds within the womb of increasing frequencies of Light and Love, all embodied souls will come to perceive themselves as embodied and having a human experience. With this level of conscious awakening, all souls will be better able to understand and perceive each other through their unique vibrational signatures. Vibrational frequencies in which each embodied soul expresses and manifests through the human form, their unique and whole-holy reality via thoughts, actions, and deeds.

HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

In the next stage of development, the final demise of the efforts of the forces of darkness to influence the consciousness of mankind will take place. As a result, humanity will finally be free to move in ever-increasing degrees of light and freedom into its true destiny as children of the One. There is to be no religious distinction or specialness in this eventuality, for all are One in the Creator's eyes, and no one religion or tradition can be singled out to be more worthy of spiritual advancement. There are only souls, everywhere, striving to regain their former identity as children of the light. And there are only souls, everywhere, waiting to return home.

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Read this Teaching in its entirety:
HISTORY OF THE SOUL'S JOURNEY THROUGH TIME
http://lightomega.org/History-Souls-Jou ... -Time.html

Promise of the Covenant: "…[N]o matter how far human beings wander away from truth, there will be a path of return made available to the consciousness of the holy."
GLOBAL PURIFICATION
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Global-Purification.html

MOVING TOWARD FIFTH-DIMENSIONAL AWARENESS
http://lightomega.org/Fifth-Dimensional-Awareness.html

"To try to imagine five-dimensional space from this three-dimensional perspective is generally not possible. The fifth dimension or layer of Creation is not spatial nor is it temporal. Rather, it is a dimension that brings space-time into relationship with the timeless and eternal. Fifth-dimensional 'space' and the awareness that accompanies it creates a movement of consciousness rather than a movement on the physical plane. This movement allows us to begin to perceive the unity of life and matter because we are moving within a higher plane. And just as we would if we physically ascended a mountain, as we move into higher dimensions, we have access to a broader view of what reality really is."

‪The Hollies - He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother (1969)‬
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xiuBwa0Ck0

*Vietnam War: Blessings to the souls of the innocents who suffered from acts of violent aggression perpetuated upon them. Blessings to all who participated willingly and unwillingly in the Vietnam war, most especially those who continue to suffer from chemical poisoning affecting their generations as well as their own lives.

*Early moments of Light unfolding on the planet: Time in this instance as being understood in the wider scope of Universal/Galactic dimensional time rather than Earth dimensional timelines.

Light and Love - There are moments when I am writing in which I feel called to capitalize both words as I can acutely perceive the Divine Frequencies associated with both. Capitalizing both words is my way of honouring the sacred energies I am perceiving.

*Stepping off the Wheel of Karma: In no manner do I wish to imply to anyone reading this posting that they should stay in any relationship which is harmful or dangerous. "Letting them go" - in your heart, where no one else but you and all that is Holy can see, one can find the ability to forgive and not let the negative energies and events continue to torment the mind nor cause the mind or the heart to align with the energies of fear.

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Awareness offers choice;
Choice offers the way of return.

THE VIBRATION OF THE HEART IN A TIME OF DARKNESS

by Julie

The vibration of the heart and of its love in a time of darkness is the way through and the path to follow. The power of deception can misuse words and ideas to convey the 'concept' of love or of goodwill, but when the vibration of the heart is missing, one wonders why one's own emotional response is lacking. This is because words are not feelings, and the vibration of the heart, when not connected with words, leaves the impression of emotional coldness despite words to the contrary.   Sometimes it is difficult to tell what is true of the words one hears and what is not. Often, this has to do with self-doubt and with the invalidation of one's own perception. Nevertheless, in the depths of sincere prayer and asking seek to know the true vibration of the heart within yourself and within others, for this is the key to the path of light and the way of discerning that which represents itself as light but is not. All help shall be given both from the level of your own soul and from the level of the higher Realms that guide you as to how to know the difference. Trust yourself, even in the presence of protestations and in the familiarity of conventional statements. Words, especially familiar words, can create confusion and doubt. Pray to know the vibration of the heart and to believe in your own perception. In this way the way forward shall be made clear. Amen.

THE VIBRATION OF THE HEART IN A TIME OF DARKNESS
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Vibration-of-the-Heart.html

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On the Eve of the 150th Anniversary of Emancipation
Juneteenth: 1865 - 2015

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‘A hate crime': Nine people killed in attack at historic African-American South Carolina church
http://www.rawstory.com/2015/06/suspect ... -lawmaker/

Blessings and love to the families and Congregation of Emanuel AME of South Carolina, United States of America

The ongoing influences energies of rage and hatred towards those with more melanin in their skin than those with less, continues to take a toll on the American communities of African decent with the latest hate crime and shooting of innocent people praying in a House of God at a Bible study meeting.

We must ask ourselves as a nation who has fed this 21 year old with his mothers milk still visible in his face and millions of other children and adults such hateful views? Who has fed his heart and mind such a rich diet of immoral hate and prejudice?. We must ask ourselves who is nurturing and feeding this ongoing unethical legacy of discrimination and hate?

On the eve of the sacred holy-day of remembrance, Juneteenth - Emancipation Day, (June 19th, 2015) we yet again witness a horrible massacre of the innocents. This time, Emmanuel AME church members at Bible study class who were praying, learning of the ways of peace, love, and goodwill to all men. Dear Readers, we must come to terms with an ongoing legacy of hatred and prejudices coming to the fore of all of our consciousness. As humans, until we purify our hearts and minds, individually and collectively, as a planetary family, we are all carrying the energetic vestiges of prejudice and hate within our hearts.

Again, I plead with the peoples of the nation of America - to reflect and ask themselves, "who is feeding this legacy of hatred and discrimination?" Whilst this young man is fully culpable for the actions he took, his hardened heart and mind not softening and releasing the energies of rage and hatred even whilst being in the presence of the sacred. Even so, we all as a nation have the blood of those who were murdered at the Emanuel AME Church on our hands as long as we allow the "free speech of hate" to dominate our airwaves, news outlets, and radio talk shows. We need to look at the voices in the media who overtly and covertly encourage the legacies of prejudice and hate as 'free speech.'

Singling out the shooter for special punishment at the local and federal level without recognizing the insidious support system of hatred and prejudices propagated through the media (which children growing up in the home listen and learn from), will bring no healing to the nation - only revenge. We must reflect and ask ourselves individually and collectively, "how do we stop this cycle of abuse, prejudice and hatred?"

Our first step as a nation would be legislation to make June 19th, Emancipation Day, a National Holiday - thereby recognizing and bringing to the fore a national discussion for years to come as to how slavery and greed brought a nation which welcomes all tribes and peoples, was collectively allowed - permitted, AND also open national discussions and reflection on the horrible, horrible, consciousness that 'enslaving others, raping, and murdering peoples of African decent for profit, greed, and self aggrandizement' was or is, somehow a special divine right of one group of humans with less melanin pigmentation in their skins than another with more.

There is no such thing as race dear Readers. There is no DNA identifying race. Our bodies are 99.93% identical. We all came from Mother Africa. As we spread out and lived in different climate zones our bodies needed less or more melanin to survive in that particular climate. We must as a planetary family move beyond identification based on the melanin content of our skin to recognizing we all are one planetary family.

A Blessed Emancipation Day - Juneteenth 2015 - to all of my American Brothers and Sisters of African decent. I can't change what has happened in the past. I can acknowledge the immorality of the enslavement and barbaric treatment of Africans brought to these shores and the loss of lives to those who died by the millions on the trip to America in the ships and in the seas. I can advocate that we need to acknowledge and heal (purify) prejudices and biases, and I can speak to the violence, unfair treatment and discriminatory practices of the police, judiciary, legislative branches of the law, corporations, business, as well as the media and individuals who continue to believe that people of brown/black skin colour, (greater degree of melanin pigmentation), do not deserve the same rights, respect, and dignity of privilege as those with less melanin pigmentation in the skin.

I walk in solidarity of this truth with all Americans of African decent on your continuing journey of freedom from the enslavement of all forms of prejudice and hate, even as I cannot walk in your shoes. I only ask all of my brothers and sisters of all nations and tribes, do not allow those who would seek to separate us as a planetary and national family, to do so. There is an insidious and concerted effort Dear Readers to separate us. Together we must stand strong in solidarity with each other. No matter our skin colour, political affiliations, or religious/non-religious ways of identifying who we are with each other.

We are in a time of planetary purification. I warned in a recent posting* of Waves of planetary rage and despair. These frequency signatures of rage first manifested in Baltimore in the unethical and immoral treatment of Freddie Grey (and with its coming to the consciousness of the nation through reporting, in the hearts of millions who have suffered a similar fates of unchecked abuse and hatred). These energies of rage continue to manifest in the minds and hearts of embodied human beings who choose to act out these energetic frequencies through acts of violence, draconian punishment, and public shaming, seeking to separate us rather than unite.

All lives matter. Most especially, the lives of our American Brothers and Sisters of African decent who have, and continue to live in real-time jeopardy, never knowing when someone will attack them and their families, unlawfully as well as 'lawfully' (under the guise of the law), or through the media, hate groups, hate speech, or dated colloquial traditions which in the end, are always based in harden hearts full of prejudice and hatred.

There is no such thing as 'race'. There is no DNA genetic marker identifying race. Our bodies are 99.93% identical. 'Race' is established through perception and the eye based on melanin content observed in the skin. 'Black race' and the 'white race' are illusions. There is only one race - the human race. We all came from Mother Africa. Each and every one of us has DNA originating in Africa.

with love,
Johanna

Juneteenth: http://juneteenth.com/ - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juneteenth - http://www.juneteenth.us/[/center]

Black lives - and churches - matter
If black America's most sacred spaces have been desecrated, who or what is off limits?
http://www.aljazeera.com/indepth/opinio ... 02973.html

Juneteenth 2015: 150 Years of Freedom and Pain
viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48&start=324

Vision May 2015: Waves of planetary rage and despair.
viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48&p=1502&sid=af0bd8c3234dfc06a7878e7c1dc688b3#p1509

Consciousness, Containment, and Purifying Willfulness (Baltimore - vision of frequencies rage)
viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48&start=312#p1496

The power of light is the strongest force in Creation. It can redeem all that is separated. It is the same force through which all of Creation came into being. To participate in this healing is to align with light and not darkness. It is to choose wholeness and love over all else that may claim one's involvement.

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The light that we choose is a Divine light that belongs to all souls. It has nothing to do with doctrine or belief and can be invoked, prayed to, felt, and participated in by anyone of any background. It is the light of our Divine essence as well as the light through which all things came into being. It is this sacred light that is the heritage of all children of God and the means for returning home.

LIGHT AND DARKNESS II.Free-Will
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Light-an ... Part2.html

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There are no genetic-DNA markers for 'race'. Genetically, 'race' does not exist.*

The idea of multiple 'races' or even castes are illusions kept in place by bigotry, prejudices, and hate. The purpose of 'racial' identification is to create separation.

'Race' is perceived through the eye - not through the genome.

Conscious and unconscious split second computations are made in the brain as to how to respond to each other, as the eye takes in the melanin content of one human being compared to another, often based on cultural, societal, emotional, spiritual, and karmic perceptual filters.

Multiple 'races' are an illusion and the basis for separation and hatred -- there is only 1 race, the human race.

1 Planet

1 Planetary People

Many cultures~tribes, creeds, beliefs, and nations.

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ONEheart ONElove
Robert Nesta Marley - Prophet/Singer

* In fact, “There is no genetic basis for race,” says Fullwiley, who has studied the ethical, legal, and social implications of the human genome project with sociologist Troy Duster at UC, Berkeley.

Race in a Genetic World
http://harvardmagazine.com/2008/05/race ... world-html

Why racism is not backed by science
http://www.theguardian.com/science/2015 ... mes-darwin

Photographer Angelica Dass - Humanae Pantone
http://brazigzag.com/culture/angelica-d ... ne-series/
http://humanae.tumblr.com/

A Message for Our Times:
Love and Unity

Love Train - The O' Jays
Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvsAqkOhI48

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Did you feel any related symptoms of the Category 4 Geomagnetic Storm we had today?
Eastern Time - North Atlantic - @ between 2 - 4 p.m.?

My experiences before and during the storm:

Before:
Fatigue - a feeling of being pressed flat out.
Internal pressure.
Difficulty processing information and making decisions.

During the G4 Storm:
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Winds. As the storm progressed the winds seemed to increase in intensity, culminating at the end of the storm with a passing electrical storm lightening and thunder.
As the storm intensified: internal heat.
The experience of burning up from the inside out.
My skin was sweating profusely towards the last hour of the storm. I felt as if there was a fire burning within my body outwards and it was very uncomfortable.

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Here are a few possible symptoms related to the influx of solar energies to be mindful of in the next 24 hours until @June 28th - 29th:
Outbursts of Anger. Rage. Quarrelsomeness.
Agitation, may be more acutely felt by the mentally ill, children, and all sensitives.
Difficulties related to feeling grounded.
Headaches and nauseousness.
Nervous system agitation, excitement, sleeplessness, and restlessness.
Internal heat - nerve related itching of the skin.
Nervous system hyperactivity.
Heart agitated, feelings of overwhelm in the heart chakra.
Challenges relating to feeling 'present'.
Forgetfulness.
A sense of feeling discombobulated. Difficulties focusing.
Old issues coming to the fore - karmic.
Intense earthquakes.
Increased outbursts of violence.
Electronic disruptions.
Tornadoes/high winds.
Dimensional permeability.
Difficulties focusing.
Perception of feeling lost in time.

This second earth directed CME from the sun impacted the Earth today bathing all consciousness' in solar light. Most especially North America. The solar energies of yesterday and today first burst forth beginning on June 18th.

Within the last few days, we who live in the United States have collectively gone through a spiritual leap in collective consciousness related to love and forgiveness. I was, during the storm, writing of this very event and will post later what I had composed.

Geomagnetic storming reaches G4 (Severe) levels
published: Tuesday, June 23, 2015 06:13 UTC
The geomagnetic storm that began on 22 June has reached G4 (Severe) levels once again as of 0513 UTC (0113 EDT) on 23 June.
http://www.swpc.noaa.gov/

Geomagnetic Storming Reaches Severe Level
06/23/2015
Geomagnetic storming reached the G4 — severe — level at 0513 UTC on June 23. The storm began a day earlier. The NOAA Space Weather Prediction Center (SWPC) said more geomagnetic storming, although perhaps not quite as severe, could lie ahead.
http://www.arrl.org/news/view/geomagnet ... vere-level

SOLAR ACTIVITY UPDATE: Earth Directed CME/Severe G4 Storm/Proton(June 23rd, 2015).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEGbLzqtYRoft

Space Weather: http://www.spaceweather.com/

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Hello Dear Readers,

In the last few days, much has been coming to me in the form of guidance and visions. Yet, the energies to translate and express outward the words and visions I am being given has not been forthcoming.

I do not know how long this experience will last, I could be writing again in the next hour, day or week(s).

I would like you all to know that I am walking again, around the garden, without a stick, and that the incoming energies have been so intense with the increased solar energies, that recently, on most days, I am flat out energetically. Whilst such levels of helplessness and fatigue are indeed unsettling to my mind and will, I nevertheless have been here so many times on my spiritual journey, that I am able, albeit with some ego protestations, to withstand and endure what is being asked of me.

I will leave you with this prophecy until we meet again.

with love,
Johanna

Woe to the vainglorious and arrogant.
Woe to those elected by the people who now serve those with billions more than their share of manna,
who steal from the widow, the poor, children, the ill of mind and body,
the broken and yea, the tasty prey of the hard working man and woman,
drawing from them, their vital soul energies as well as their hope, joy, and God given blessings of prosperity and peace.

Woe to the vainglorious and arrogant.
Woe to those elected by the people who now serve those with billions more than their share of manna.

*Manna in this instance: wealth and resources.

Congress’s Cat Burglars Are Pulling a Fast One on TPP
http://www.commondreams.org/views/2015/ ... st-one-tpp

Emails: corporate lobbyist thanks US Trade Rep for pasting his wish-list right into TPP
http://boingboing.net/2015/06/09/emails ... t-tha.html

Here’s how much corporations paid US senators to fast-track the TPP bill
http://www.theguardian.com/business/201 ... -track-tpp

Those in Our Society Who Need Extra Support Are the Very People Tory Austerity Takes This Lifeline Away From
(These very same draconian measures against the poor and working peoples have also been unfolding in the US.)
http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/kelvin- ... _hp_ref=uk

How Corporations Dump Their Toxic Sludge in Areas Filled With Poor People
http://www.alternet.org/books/how-corpo ... oor-people

Saudi prince to donate $32bn fortune to charity
http://www.bbc.com/news/world-middle-east-33353370

'Money Cannot Be The God Of Life': Bernie Sander Backs Pope Francis' Attack On Austerity
“The new colonialism takes on different faces. At times it appears as the anonymous influence of mammon: corporations, loan agencies, certain ‘free trade’ treaties, and the imposition of measures of ‘austerity’ which always tighten the belt of workers and the poor," the pope said.

"Money cannot be the God of life," Sanders insisted. "We have got to look at our kids, look at those people who are hurting. We've got to come together to create a new world. And not a world in which a handful of people have so much wealth and so many other people are suffering."
http://crooksandliars.com/2015/07/money ... nie-sander

Are Goldman Sachs executives Lloyd Blankfein, Gary Cohn and Addy Loudiadis losing any sleep over elderly pensioners waiting outside shuttered banks in Greece, desperately trying to obtain their pension checks to pay their rent and buy food? Are these Goldman honchos feeling a small pang of conscience over the humiliation by creditors of this once proud country? Perhaps Blankfein, who famously espoused that he’s “doing God’s work” might shed a tear or two for the small child clinging to her elderly Grandmother’s hand as she searches in Athens for an ATM that will give her $66 from her bank account – the maximum allowed per day under the newly imposed capital controls.

A February 2012 BBC documentary * on the Goldman Sachs deal provides a layman’s view of the dirty underbelly of the deal, calling it “a toxic import” from America that is “hastening” the downfall of Greece.
http://wallstreetonparade.com/2015/06/g ... ce-crisis/

*How Goldman Sachs helped mask Greece's debt
http://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-17108367

It’s Greek to Goldman Sachs
"What is this Goldman Sachs and why has it caused us so much grief?" is a question they must be asking in even the most remote of Greek villages, as they are throughout much of this economically troubled world.
As a result of such shenanigans back in 2001, Greece was allowed to join the European Union while running up enormous debt that went undetected. Greece’s neighbors will now be forced to bail it out, much as US taxpayers have done for banks as a result of the scams Goldman and other financial houses pulled off in this country. The common denominator is that the packagers of the collateralized debt securities, be they based on subprime mortgages or government airport fees, have no real interest in the integrity of the packages, for they will balance them out with credit default swaps that pay off when the assets prove toxic. And they will make their lucrative commissions coming and going, no matter what goes wrong. Even after all the trouble in Greece, Goldman President Gary D. Cohn was back in that country last November with a new derivative scam based on potential revenue from Greece’s healthcare system.
http://www.thenation.com/article/its-gr ... man-sachs/

The Crisis in Greece: The Collision of Two World Models
The austerity measures the EU and their bank lords are so bent on imposing on working people throughout Europe, alongside their blatant efforts to silence the populations on the receiving end of those measures, are only emboldening those who stand in direct opposition to their agenda. The only way to prevent a collapse of the European Union and their currency zone is to start embracing a financial model that places the needs of people over the financial profits of their banking institutions.

Whatever the outcome of the crisis in Greece, however, one thing that has been made perfectly clear is that the current neoliberal world order is not interested in the well-being of working people, much less in governments who dare to heed the guidance and directives of those who elect them.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/camilo-e- ... 81242.html

Yanis Varoufakis full transcript: our battle to save Greece
"…But I’m not going to betray my own view, that I honed back in 2010, that this country must stop extending and pretending, we must stop taking on new loans pretending that we’ve solved the problem, when we haven’t; when we have made our debt even less sustainable on condition of further austerity that even further shrinks the economy; and shifts the burden further onto the have nots, creating a humanitarian crisis. It’s something I’m not going to accept. I’m not going to be party to."
http://www.newstatesman.com/world-affai ... ave-greece

Goldman Sachs and Deutsche Bank have indelible links to Greek financial crisis
Deutsche Bank’s ultimate fate remains to be seen but these indicators do not present a healthy financial institution. It goes without saying that a Greek default would have massive repercussions for Deutsche Bank and by implication the entire European banking system.
This nightmare situation must be informing the thinking of Greece’s creditors, not least German chancellor, Angela Merkel.
Regarding Goldman Sachs, it’s a matter of record that the global investment bank, in 2002, assisted Greece in disguising the true extent of its banking debt via a questionable process called “cross currency swapping”. While this practice itself isn’t unusual, in the case of Greece, notional currency rates were factored in to the process resulting in credit of up to $1 billion for Greece which distorted completely their national balance sheet.
http://www.irishexaminer.com/viewpoints ... 39359.html

National Debt: How The Fed And Private Banking Cartels Benefit From Financial Shocks
The United States could easily print her own money, and maintain control of both, the money supply, and interest rates. Instead, every (paper) dollar in circulation is borrowed from commercial banks (at interest), who are linked to the Fed, or Central Bank.
The Fed is a very secretive private institution. The Fed came into being in 1913 in the aftermath of market manipulation by JPMorgan which resulted in the 1907 financial crisis. The banking cartels basically bought off some members of Congress, and also bankrolled the campaign of president Woodrow Wilson, who promptly signed The Federal Reserve Act, which had been written in secrecy by the most powerful bankers of the time (Morgan, Rothschild, Rockefeller).
http://www.dailykos.com/story/2013/10/0 ... ial-Shocks

James Stunt's million pound cavalcade of luxury cars was spotted lining up outside Sotheby's as the billionaire businessman embarked on a summer spending spree.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article ... ident.html

Goldman Sachs Could be Sued for Using Derivatives to Help Greece Hide Debts When it Joined the Euro
http://www.wilmott.com/blogs/irismack/i ... en-it-Join

Banks create money as a debt
http://www.michaeljournal.org/lesson3.htm

There have been three central banks in our nation's history. The first two, while deceptive and fraudulent, pale in comparison to the scope and size of the fraud being perpetrated by our current FED. What they all have in common is an insidious practice known as "fractional banking."

Fractional banking or fractional lending is the ability to create money from nothing, lend it to the government or someone else and charge interest to boot. The practice evolved before banks existed. Goldsmiths rented out space in their vaults to individuals and merchants for storage of their gold or silver. The goldsmiths gave these "depositors" a certificate that showed the amount of gold stored. These certificates were then used to conduct business.
http://www.federal-reserve.net/whatisth ... vebank.htm

"...But central banks today have something else in mind besides writing down debts. It’s not really economic, and it’s not really financial. It’s political.

But the European Central Bank has taken what is very nearly a fascist position. It also knows that Greece can’t earn the money to pay that debt.
What it can do is sell off its islands, it can sell the Parthenon. It can sell its land. It can sell its gas rights in the Aegean. It can sell its radio stations and television stations. It can sell its roads to people the EU approves.

Greece said, wait a minute. You’re telling us to sell off the public domain, to privatize to people who are going to charge more to use the roads, charge more for public health, charge for the islands, and drain us. You want us to sell to the crooks that the Greek people have just thrown out?"

Why Greece’s Debt is Illegal
http://michael-hudson.com/2015/07/why-g ... s-illegal/

UK austerity: ‘Diverting money from poor to rich under guise of economic crisis’
Clearly the poor are going to be hit harder as a continuation of the mass experiment in human despair, which this coalition government has cheated to describe as an economic policy. It is ideologically driven and we see economics of the madhouse. And it is done with the objective of affecting the transference of wealth from the poor to the rich under the pretext of an economic crisis – not reason, it’s a pre-text.
http://rt.com/op-edge/austerity-rich-poor-wight-269/

"...The moves come after a similar proposition by Mr. Buffett, the billionaire investor and founder of Berkshire Hathaway. Mr. Buffett wrote in an Op-Ed article in The New York Times on Aug. 14 that the United States should stop “coddling” the rich and raise the top income tax rate in an effort to reduce the deficit.
Mr. Buffett’s comments started a debate among some of Europe’s elite as to whether austerity measures in some countries were too punishing for the poor while sparing the rich."
Tax Me More, Europe’s Wealthy Say
http://www.nytimes.com/2011/08/31/busin ... .html?_r=0

"If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of all property until their children wake up homeless on the continent their Fathers conquered...I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies... The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs."

Thomas Jefferson
http://www.monticello.org/site/jefferso ... -quotation

THE PRINCIPLE OF CONTAINMENT
~ Julie ~ http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Containment.html

"...To contain something does not mean to deny its existence. If we feel sadness, grief, fear, or anger, then these are the things that we feel. We can know and feel these feelings without acting them out. We can do this, because we are identifying with our soul-self that believes there is a better way to be in the world, a way based on love and on God's truth. But what is God's truth?

There are many levels to this question, yet the one that concerns us here is the truth of how we are meant to live with each other, the truth of who we are. God has created each of us to become instruments of Divine love. We are each here to participate in the healing of the world and the upliftment of life. It is our choice whether we do so or not, but our fundamental identity tells us that we are meant to do so as the pure spiritual beings that we are.
All that we give to the world, for better or worse, has an effect on the world whether we know it or not. When we send out good into the world through our thoughts, words, or actions, we contribute to the raising of the collective consciousness of our fellow man. When we send out evil or dark or angry thoughts, we contribute to the darkness and fear in which many people live. We are each very powerful, and so the choices that we make about what we are contributing to the world are significant choices whether we perceive their effect or not."

Hello Dear Readers,

Recently I have found myself struggling between feelings of anger and helplessness in the presence of energies and forces of darkness. Perceiving I was losing my ability to contain these energies and not wanting to risk having the separated energies leaking out through my postings, I have found it best to be silent and not speak/share on the forum until I perceived a level of inner spiritual equilibrium in which I could communicate with you as to why I have not been posting.

SEPARATING FROM NEGATIVE EMOTIONS
~ Julie ~ http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Separati ... tions.html

“…negative emotional states can be amplified by oppositional energies operating within the self or coming from outside the self that seek to separate one from their spiritual center, the center of truth and light. Such energies intensify the sense of depression, discouragement, hopelessness, etc., creating a sense of entrapment within the emotional field, accompanied by the perception that there is no way out. Energies of opposition can also create emotional states, bringing up feelings and thoughts that are not really one’s own, or amplifying the habitual feelings that one is most familiar with. (See ‘karmic picture’.)

Third, although emotional states are most often part of the personality structure that one has incarnated with, the personality structure is not, and need not be, what one identifies with, especially during times of trial. One’s connection with God and with the Divine core of one’s being can be what one identifies with, clings to, and trusts, even in the presence of difficult emotions. Here, it is not a matter of denying what one feels, but of knowing that another perception, feeling, or response is possible. Turning in trust to the Divine core of one’s being can offer the alternative to negative emotional states, and a path to greater freedom. This is especially true to the degree that one can affirm:

“I am not the emotion passing through me. I am my inner being, connected with God.”

This truth of the soul can be reached for even in the presence of bodily sensations and repetitive thoughts that seem to suggest there is no other way to feel. Its presence lives in the eternal oneness within each soul. Therefore, its truth is always positive. “

The Purification of Anger and Trusting in God

I have been here before Dear Readers. When in the presence of extreme forms of darkness, I can find myself feeling small and powerless. To watch people suffer heinously triggers intense feelings of helplessness and at times, anger. Not aligning with the energies of separation – i.e. anger, in the presence of the energies of darkness is a very challenging purification issue for me.

What good can come through me in visions and sharing if it is tainted with the frequencies of anger, which in the end is a cover for fear and a consequence of feeling separated from God, goodness, and light? None at all. And so I have chosen to be silent for a time on the forum, seeking healing, realignment with Light and Love, and resting, rather ‘pushing through’ these dense energies and forces, and rather than risking leakage of the energies of separation and darkness I am meant to be containing, through my postings.

ANGER AND HELPLESSNESS: A DIVINE REORDERING
~ Julie ~ http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Anger-an ... sness.html

"This transition in dealing with helplessness redefines the foundation upon which anger rests. For if helplessness can be brought to God as the Source of protection, then anger has no basis for existing any longer. Unfortunately, though simple to say, this is often difficult to do. For many fear giving up the measure of control and self-empowerment that the energy of anger seemingly offers. That there is a price to pay for the use of this energy is not always perceived, for one can only generate conflict through the use of anger as a defense, one cannot generate peace. And further, one cannot generate true security through anger, for at the next arising of fear or helplessness in life, anger will rise again.

For this reason, those who are moving along a spiritual path need to seek a new way of dealing with helplessness, a way that allows the discomfort and even the pain of helplessness to be felt, but to be felt within a sacred container of divine Love. Holding helplessness on one's own often creates distress, anxiety, and a fear of the future, especially when energies of opposition and separation amplify these feelings. This is not the case when one brings helplessness to God, for then one can receive the strengthening that comes from holding helplessness in love, in return for one's gift of trust, hope, and surrender.

Many, however, do not yet trust this arrangement. They fear helplessness and feel alone with it. They do not remember how to bring helplessness to God and so they enact the only defense they know which creates a greater feeling of empowerment, namely, to become angry. Beloved Ones, this defense is not a real defense. It is a cover over fear of the flimsiest kind. For even if one is angry and in one moment reduces the sense of fear and helplessness, in the next moment these feelings will return when life presents one with similar conditions, causing one to feel helpless again.

The way of bringing helplessness to God is the way of bringing one's pain to that Divine Heart that can hold it along with one's human heart. At the same time, one can ask to feel held and upheld through the experience, knowing that no experience comes to the self that does not have a greater gift of learning in it. One must experience this to know the truth of it. It often happens, though, because of the years and lifetimes of perceived separation, that for a long time there is not enough trust or willingness to deal with helplessness in any other way but to seize control oneself."

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A Time of Healing, Grounding, and Retreat

This time of inner reflection and realigning myself with the energies of Light and Love is unfolding into a previously scheduled retreat beginning on July 10th with an unknown time of duration. I may be guided to post on the forum during this time of retreat and then again because I post as I am led, I may not. Even so, I will Dear Readers, be connecting with the forum each day.

I have come onto the One Earth Awakening Forum to share this with you today Dear Readers because I would like you to know that even though I am not ‘speaking or posting’ on the OEA forum, I am still present on the forum, checking in and anchoring my souls presence throughout each day*

Yes, I am silent at this time. And yes, I am here, ‘with’ you.

With blessings and love,
Johanna

The Trials of Purification - Meeting the Challenge of Spiritual Growth
~Julie ~ http://www.ascensionsymptoms.com/the-tr ... rowth.html

"During the trials of purification, one's inner being may know one thing, while the body, mind, and emotions may feel something quite different. The deeper self may, for example, feel connected to God's truth, while mind and emotions feel separated, causing the conscious self to feel alone and without help. This situation, despite its intensity, can be met through the strengthening of love which can carry one through the trials of purification.

Feeling or asking to feel God's love, feeling the love of others for oneself, feeling one's own love for God, for other souls, and for the life of the Earth -- these are all things that can become stronger in the presence of greater light. They do not eliminate the challenges that are often present, but they surround them with compassion and uphold them with understanding.

Blessed are those who may enter the trials of purification in a state of awakeness, and who can go through the experience with God as companion, rather than without.

Blessed are those who may find within themselves the love that endures in the face of all difficulty, that is devoted to the light, and that seeks the healing of the self and of the Earth in the presence of every level of challenge."

Resources for Spiritual Upliftment and Purification:

LIVING WITHOUT BLAME - THE WAY OF PEACE
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/Living-W ... Blame.html

THE POINT OF BALANCE - HEALING FOR THE HEART
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/the-Poin ... lance.html

THE PURIFICATION PROCESS:
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Purification.html

Podcasts by Julie:
http://lightomega.org/podcast/List-Podcasts.php

Written Teachings by Julie:
http://http://lightomega.org/

Path of Awakening Video’s by Julie:
http://lightomega.org/Media/Path-of-Awa ... ideos.html

Calendars and Daily Meditations by Julie:
http://lightomega.org/Site-Index.html

Wednesdays with Johanna:
The first anchorings of service work/postings on the One Earth Awakening Forum:
viewtopic.php?f=7&t=12

*July 18, 2015. Update: The scope. duration, and nature of my retreat has changed. I will be for an undisclosed time, disconnecting from the computer and cell phone for a silent retreat. Reconnecting only when I feel guided to until the retreat ends. So, as far as I know, (being guided I can never state what may unfold with with absolute certainty), I will not during this time, be checking in with the OEA Forum as I previously thought I would be doing. Yet my love and my heart will remain anchored here in every letter I have typed, every photo I have shared, and every thought I shave shared with you Dear Readers.

with love,
Johanna

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