Walking with Johanna... A Spiritual Journey Home

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There is often a long period of time before light becomes established within one’s body and consciousness
in which one is unaware of spiritual energies. During this time, one is effectively asleep,
and the Realms of Light and of energies opposed to light may seem to be unreal.

It is only when the energies themselves make themselves known through experience that one awakens to their reality and comes to perceive a world that had always existed but that had not yet penetrated awareness.

Chapter 5. Oppositional Energies Day 41. Being Asleep
Calendar of Light http://lightomega.org/CL/Cal-Light-Signup.html

...There was a time when psychological understanding did not exist. In a similar way, there will come a time when the effect of spiritual energies on motivation and behavior will also begin to be understood and a new world will open. This will happen when humanity begins to perceive more clearly the link between the physical life that all share and the spiritual, and between the way one thinks and feels and the forces that affect thought and emotion. It will also happen when collective awareness comes to believe more deeply in the sacred purpose of each individual life.

When this shift happens and to the extent that it happens, ordinary people as well as scientists will seek to understand the effect of spiritual energies on consciousness in a way similar to that which took place regarding psychological motivation. They will seek to know more about the energies of light and darkness themselves and the ways in which they affect awareness. In the meantime, the world is still in a twilight zone between sleep and wakefulness. There are many who are having new experiences, yet there are many more for whom this realm is still unknown. Ultimately, it is the new experiences that will forever dispel the illusion that physical reality is all there is. This will cause people to seek to know more about the world they have just discovered to exist.

Those souls who are presently embarked upon a path of light are an advance guard in relation to changes in awareness that are beginning now, and are increasingly open to greater understanding of light and darkness and the ways they influence human beings. With increased awareness comes greater responsibility, and so those who have arrived at greater knowledge have more of a need to learn how to stabilize themselves in light, how to remain faithful to the truth in their hearts, and how to refrain from going back to sleep when the temptation to do so arises.

It is a great blessing to have awakened from sleep at this time of great change on the Earth.
It is a precious gift of the soul. For it is your soul that has chosen to be here at this time in order to participate in the transformation of the Earth now taking place.

Notes from Retreat:

The events manipulated by darkness that bring great suffering to people can happen and will happen as the expansion of light takes place ever more forcefully within the earth’s sphere, and it is up to each consciousness to know how to hold onto the truth of what is taking place.

It is up to each consciousness to feel the truth of love, to cherish it, to nurture it, and to remain faithful to it. Darkness cannot exist in the presence of love. It can only exist when love has been tossed aside or submerged in the presence of doubt or despair. It can only exist when love is undermined within ourselves so that we no longer believe in it.

In the place of love, darkness has nowhere to stand.

INFLUENCE OF DARKNESS ON THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF MAN
http://lightomega.org/Influence-of-Darkness-on-Consciousness.html

When I read of yet another horror at the hands of the members of ISIL and saw with tremendous grief, another photo of the innocents, paraded and lined up, (may all blessings be upon them and their loved ones), before losing their heads, I had a powerful revelation/intuitive knowing about the depth of the soul sickness of the members of ISIL who commit these deeds and those who encourage and support them.

I am perceiving in both ISIL's and Boko Haram's actions, how merciful, kind, compassionate, empathetic feelings and rational thoughts are literally cut off from their hearts.

The actions of ritualistic violence ISIL and Boko Haram members perpetuate upon their planetary brothers and sisters are an outward sign and highly symbolic, of the horrors which torment their souls. When my heart registers their energies, I perceive these souls as having aligned themselves with the energies of the realms of hell* itself. I perceive them as the black-clad riders of hell let loose upon the earth.

Make no mistake, many of these embodied souls have made the conscious choice to align themselves with an evil master of low vibrational density masquerading as God. A master which continually feeds off of the energies brought forth from the ritualistic acts of horrific violence. Others, such as the children/child soldiers of ISIL and Boko Haram, are being desecrated and conditioned through the trauma of participating in and watching the horrors, to align with the same dense, energies of the forces of evil intent and malice.

Lastly, video and photo stagings and evidence of ISIL's and Boko Haram's alignment with the forces of evil, are an attempt to energetically call forth, through the vibrational matrix of their deeds, more souls into their tormented world paradigm of horror and ritual desecration.

This is why it is most important that we awaken and activate the power of light and love within our hearts whether it be through prayer or intention with empathy for all involved. For if we align with the energies of anger, rage, hate, or malice - then we will find ourselves inadvertently aligning with similar frequencies which are feeding the energetic matrix which sustains the horrors.

Darkness cannot exist in the presence of love.
-Julie

For many years now, my Beloved Teacher, Julie, has taught me that when it comes to interacting with oppositional energies/forces, that "darkness cannot be fought with more darkness". Many, and most definitely not all, of these souls who engage with these low vibrational forces have already been exposed to violence, torture, and war since childhood. Their hearts know only pain, agony and suffering and they mean for others to experience and suffer the same soul desecration as they have.

Activate the power of your heart. Bring the frequencies of empathy, love, and compassion to the energies of horror and violence. Hold the light in these times of despair and darkness. Uplift the vibration around you in ways in which feel truthful to your heart. When you encounter the energies of oppositional forces through the media and social networks, remember to align with the energies of the truth of who you are - we are, and ever will be, beings brought forth from Divine Love. From that point, you will intuitively know what to do.

with love,
Johanna

* My understanding of the realms of hell - a multi-dimensional plane where souls are unable to perceive the energies of Light or Love in any form.

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GOD - Mine, Yours, and Ours...

My God ?

My God… Mother and Father both, the ruler of my heart, the song of my soul.

My God… is the Breath and Creator of my soul, my body, every world known and unknown, and the the blessed Earth which I get to walk and dance upon.

My God… can be found in every religion, math, science, philosophy and art known to humankind.

My God… can be found in every note, lyric, brush stroke, pencil and ink marking, word, kind, loving gesture and dance move known to human kind.

My God… can be found in every particle, wave, atom, rock, gas, water droplet, animal, human, material, leaf, seed and flower known to human kind.

My God… is your God and your God is my God, only dogma and creed separates us.

The Love of my God, your God, and our God… binds us together, our holiness expressed through our love.

My God is your God and your God is my God… no matter by which name (or not) we call upon the Love our soul's longs for.

With love to my planetary family,
Johanna

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Let the reign of love begin.

Let all that is not love be banished forever.

For love makes possible all things.

It brings into reality the total freedom of each individual soul

and the sacred blueprint with which each one was created.

The BOOK OF UNITY - Day 64
~ Voice of the Oneness ~
http://lightomega.org/BOU/Book-of-Unity-Signup.html

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Notes From Retreat

The first time I consciously registered how energies could physically impact someone who is energetically sensitive/empathic was in the early 90's when I was invited to come an be with a special group of beautiful souls who would sit with my Spiritual Teacher, Beloved Julie on a Friday night.

During the time we spent together, I became aware of one person in particular who seemed to be having an increasingly difficult time. I watched how Beloved Julie brought this person to sit closer to her, holding and stroking their hand. As the group ended and we were leaving, the person who was having the difficult time was crying, as I was the last person to leave, I closed the door gently, hearing their weeping and then a loud cry of anguish and my name.

In that moment I realized how my unconscious/un-purified energies were affecting another who was energetically sensitive and how painful that experience could be. As I listened to the anguished cries of this beloved soul, I made a silent vow to myself to be as aware as I could of my energies and how they could impact those around me. Little did I know in those moments that in the next 20 years, as my physically based six senses awakened, that one day I would be the energetically sensitive empath crying out in anguish from the energies I was taking in from all around me.

I use the terms energetically sensitive and empath, and empathic interchangeably, and together at times, for these terms both help me to define my experiences with awakening in regards to vibrational phenomena, frequencies/energies and the six senses of my embodied human form.

SInce I was a child, I have been vaguely aware of my empathic gifts. For reasons unknown to my rational mind, as a soul I chose to be born to a loving family who had no idea of how to be with me. As such, I was conditioned, (unsuccessfully), to 'be like others', 'get married', 'fit in', "stop being like this - stop doing that", "what you believe is not true", etc. My gifts were invalidated, and my sense of wonder and intuitive knowing was buried. As my hormones erupted, my energetic sensitivities were off the charts, yet at that time I had no language for the experience. At home, I became embroiled with my authoritarian surroundings, deeply depressed, deeply fatigued, argumentative, belligerent and angry. At school I was abused and bullied. I was beaten by a gang in grade school. In high school I was bullied and tormented daily by popular football team members who lined up in the halls to verbally mock me and a group of girls who liked to slam my body into lockers as they passed me in the halls. One day I walked out of my classroom and was sucker punched in the head by one of the girls. My immediate shocked reaction was to punch back. When we ended up in the Principal's office she told the Principal that the reason she had punched me, and her friends had bullied me, was because they could not stand the way I smiled all the time. Oh the irony...

When the pain of not 'fitting in' my family became unbearable, I left home. For the next 10 years I found my spirituality in a bottle of spirits - alcohol. On the outside, I seemed to be one of the happiest people you might have ever met. I was adventurous, artistic, exciting, and fun. I travelled, met lot's of people and had awesome experiences. I finally found validation with my family when I decided to get married which in the end, was no reason to marry at all. (I would continue to make this same mistake two more times before waking up to the fact that marriage was not a path to security, fitting in, nor inner peace.) During these years I worked as a waitress and a bartender so every day was a party. Inside, I was still the very lonely little girl repressing her gifts, repressing her true self, confused, angry and sad, prone to daily drinking, and generally a mess internally.

In 1987, ten years after the party began, it ended abruptly with my first awakening. In 1992, my spiritual awakening as I know it today, began when I met the most wondrous soul, so beautiful and radiant that she frightened me, this beautiful being first introduced me to Julie Redstone and the Light Omega community.

From the moment I met Julie and the Light Omega community, my life - no matter the horrors or hardships I endured - has been one of loving grace. For the first time in my life, after searching America coast to coast, I found the family of my soul. I was blessed, and continue to be blessed, by a Spiritual Teacher who teaches and practices a way of life lived in the Light of God, expressed from the heart as purity, truth, and love. I was surrounded then, as I am today, by a spiritual community of the most loving, kind, generous, compassionate, and supportive souls that my heart has ever known. I can truthfully share with you Dear Readers that this has been my heart's experience since 1992.

As I learned about the Purification Process and my purification accelerated, my long repressed gifts of vision, empathy, and energetic sensitivity began to more fully open to the Light. My sense of of love and all that is holy burst opened, even as my wounded human heart lagged along. Life was an ongoing paradox - I was a wanderer and at times, obsessively lonely, yet I was surrounded by loving and kind souls who welcomed me and shared their lives with me generously. I longed to share my gifts with others yet I was continually in a state of collapse, pain and fatigue. I longed to be loving and gentle, yet inside all the energies moving through me which I could feel locking into my emotional chakras were those of anger, rage, frustration, pain, despair, and agony.

You may be wondering Dear Readers at this point, why I am sharing a few aspects of my spiritual journey of awakening with you.

Reasons which come to my mind are:

1. My heart, surrendered to the will of my soul, compels me to do so.

2. I have a longing in my heart, which seeks to share what the experience of being energetically sensitive/empathic can be like, with the Teachings of Julie as a platform of holding the experiences in sacred context, with other awakening souls who are energetically sensitive or empathic (or both).

3. To support, through the sharing of my journey, souls like myself who struggle with letting go of their ego's sense of reality/identity and their souls longing to shine forth and be free. Especially those who have been or are being bullied, keep true to who you are.

4. It is time to share more of who I am and my work.

5. To express my views that my experiences of energetic sensitivity and of a life strived to live in holiness are not a screen for others to project ideals of what they perceive to be a holy life onto - nor is my, at times, outwardly messy and always evolving in the Light human life, a vehicle for others who read of my journey to judge me by.

One could rightly call me a holy fool and I would be glad to be called one. For there is little my mind knows, many mistakes I have made and continue to make, and yet, and yet, the Holy - all that is Holy - causes my heart to sing with joy, whilst others may look on seeing only the fool. I am, by the Grace of God and all that is Holy, an imperfect vehicle carrying within my heart, a perfect message of Love and Redemption.

In upcoming postings Dear Readers, I will be sharing the energetic experiences I have had with the awakening of my embodied six senses. It is my hope that those who are like myself, energetically sensitive or empathic, can find solace and comfort knowing there is nothing 'wrong' with them, quite the opposite - they are Awakening - every nerve, cell, fiber, tissue, and strand of DNA is vibrating to the power of the Awakening Light.

Yahoo! All Praises Be. It's time to wake up everyone!

with an abiding love,
Johanna

A Very Special Addendum:

One of the many blessings that I have received as a result of my participation in the Purification Process has been the healing of my relationship with my Mother. The experience of loving relationship, which I had always dreamed of in my heart, has come true over the last few years with my Mother thanks to Beloved Julie's guidance and Teachings. Words such as cherish, respect, love, and even "I am sorry", flow freely between us. The gift of healing aspects of my past and my heart through the Purification Process, is found in the devotion and honor I feel and express for my Mother for who she is as a soul and for her love. I treasure my Mother as a friend of my heart and soul and I thank my Beloved Julie for her love, patience, guidance and Teachings which opened a once closed door in my heart.

What is Purification? The Expansion of Light

In its essence, we may think of the purification process as initiated by spiritual light and sustained by light in order to carry out the Will of the Divine. This Will moves in the direction of enabling the higher dimensions of one's being to take part in life on Earth. It allows the soul to merge with the personality in the expression of a unified and sacred life.

…On the mental level, purification discloses the underlying attitudes by which each embodied soul lives. In the presence of greater light there is greater clarity. As a result, thought patterns become more apparent, and whereas before one may have believed one was perceiving ‘reality’ as it is, it soon becomes apparent that much of what one sees is perceived through 'perceptual filters' – lenses that shape reality according to our inner needs, fears, or desires. These 'filters' were originally created by human beings long ago to serve the purposes of the ego in its protective function.

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... As spiritual reintegration takes place, a true relationship with the Divine begins to replace this ego-function, and that which has served the individual as a mechanism of self-protection or defense is no longer needed or wanted. Sometimes, however, these habitual ego-mechanisms do not let go immediately, and patience is needed while the new ways of relating to God and life are emerging.

...In relation to the inner life, the action of God's light * illuminates consciousness and purifies the body where hidden emotions are often held. As a result, attitudes, motivations, and feelings that were formerly concealed are now exposed to the light of awareness, and things one may have suspected about oneself but never perceived clearly are increasingly revealed.[/right]

...Ultimately, purification allows one to become whole within oneself and free, not to be limited by ideas one was taught as a child, nor by fears that are inherited, nor by personal traumas of the past. Each soul has such events in their life and they create limitations which can be removed as the process proceeds.

...In the end, what each one becomes through the Divine and holy process of purification is a being of light who is fully aligned with their Divine identity and purpose. This is God’s intention for all souls - that each recognize their uniqueness and significance within all of Creation, yet at the same time experience their oneness with others and with life. Such a development of inner wholeness and unity allows the soul to emerge within physical life in a way that has never before been possible. As a result, all of life can now be lived in the oneness of the Divine, ending forever the separation between spirit and matter, and between the outer self and the inner being.

Read the entire Teaching:

What is Purification? The Expansion of Light
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/What_is_Purification.html

* Action of God's Light:
http://lightomega.org/Ind/Pure/LightandDarkness.html

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Support for Energetically Sensitive Children

"…children who are sensitive will be feeling the effects of both in their energy bodies and will sometimes have difficulty absorbing the dark energies that may be moving through them, attracted to the light within them."

Unfortunately, it is still a time of diminished awareness of the effects of energy on human consciousness and therefore on the consciousness of children. For this reason, those children whose systems are easily overstimulated by the impact of too much energy entering at one time, as well as those children who are vulnerable to the influx of dark currents because of their energetic makeup, may be misperceived or misdiagnosed as they display symptoms of distress because of an overload to their system of energy and emotion that they cannot process.

Children who carry greater light in their bodies need to be helped through this time since they have no way of knowing what is happening to them when they start feeling like lashing out, running away, disobeying adult authority, or acting in rejecting or rebellious ways that had not been typical of them before. To help them, it is necessary to understand how to translate their behavior not through a psychological prism, but through an understanding of the relationship of light and darkness and of the capacity of each embodied being to separate from intruding energies.

In the first place, darkness is often attracted to light as a combatant is attracted to that which it perceives as opposing it. In this way, energies of darkness are often electromagnetically drawn toward the light in order to diminish or extinguish it, not to befriend it. These energies, when they enter the very young, can cause unexplainable agitation, difficulty sleeping, sudden outbursts of negative or insulting behavior, threats of violence, as well as general bodily distress. Most of the time, parents who experience these sudden episodes in their children do not know what is going on and look for a psychological explanation that might be causing them. While psychological factors are always present, operating for the most part on an unconscious level and not necessarily visible through a child's behavior prior to this time, they do not become activated until stirred into activity by the energies of darkness which pass through a child, linking with whatever tendencies exist at an unconscious or subconscious level. Then, parents may begin to witness unexplainable outbursts of negativity, even in children who are predominantly carrying a great deal of light. We need to understand that this is not how a child would behave if not influenced by energies of darkness. It is how they behave because they do not have the requisite awareness or control to know what is going on in order to prevent such occurrences from happening.

As parents, the responsibility we have for teaching children not only about how to act but about who they are becomes central at a time when a child's behavior seems out of control, or when we feel mystified about why they are acting the way they do. What we see is a sudden change from being angelic at one moment to being rude and abrasive in the next, a change that is startling and unexplainable. As we witness this, it often happens that we have no basis through observation of our own for locating anything external and obvious that happened to cause what seem like recurrent episodes of eruption. When we, as parents, can convey to young children that there are energies moving through them that are not 'them', and that these energies are causing impulses to sweep through them that the better part of themselves would wish to not have happen, they begin to develop a 'language of energy' that is easily understood, since it corresponds to a child's actual inner experience. This 'language of energy' is often more difficult for adults to learn than for children, since adults already have other deeply entrenched ways of explaining things to themselves, whereas for a young child, anything could be true and it is more easily perceived as true if it corresponds to what they inwardly know.

The teaching that energies can move through the young that 'are not them', that such energies can seem to be in control for a while but will pass through the body and emotions shortly, bringing things back to normal, is a very important one.

Read the Entire Teaching:

CHILDREN, LIGHT, and DARKNESS
Julie /Light Omega - Calendar of Light
http://lightomega.org/CL/Sup5-ChildrenLightDarkness.html

How poignant is the human heart with its desire to please and its fear of rejection. Of all the influences that create these needs, those of the karmic past are most prominent.

Your personality consists of the thoughts, feelings, and characteristics acquired over lifetimes that form your habitual patterns of responding to life. These patterns are often incorporated within family life. They are formed by emotional currents of who you have been. Until you move beyond them, they shape the direction of your becoming.

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The legacy of the past influences your perception of the present. How your have lived, who you have been, what you have perceived as important - all of these shape your current perspective on reality. This is even more so when the past is not only the past of this present lifetime but the past that contains multiple lifetimes. Within these lifetimes, you have assumed multiple identities, many of which share common characteristics. When the past has been lived with particular attention to a goal, to a primary relationship, or to a quality of being that has been central to your life, then the stream of energy that formed that orientation forms an open road in the present, marking out an easier path for you to travel on in the same direction. Movement along this path takes place with greater ease because the route is already well worn.

The tendency to repeat old attitudes, traumas, perceptions, and characteristics is part of what you bring to every new situation until new learning takes place that begins to break up the long- standing responses. This tendency is fueled by how long you have lived with a particular pattern - often, much longer than you are aware of. This is what is meant by 'karmic influences.' They are predispositions to act and react in certain ways. They form the basis for your thinking and feeling. 'Karmic influences' are currents of thought and feeling inherited from the past which form the basis for today's perception and behavior.

Besides these formative currents that live within you and that you incarnate with, those whom you have grown up with also have an important impact on the shaping of your attitudes. Within families, there are generally interacting karmic currents and interacting predispositions to view things in a certain way. For this reason, karmic patterning within families is particularly strong as compared, for example, to behavior within a work setting or somewhere where you are less known.

…Regrettably, it can also happen that karmic patterns are acted out without consciousness with others both within and outside of the family. When this happens, one brings to each new relationship the same problems that plagued relationships in the past. In a soul's history, this can occur over and over again until such time as the soul becomes aware of the need for healing and enters a process through which greater separation from the needs of the past can begin to take place. Such separation is accelerated by the process of purification which takes you beyond karmic influences into a new identity, shaped by the qualities of your soul and the purposes that God has for you.

Read the Entire Teaching:

Evolution of Souls Day 52. Karmic Influences
Julie - Calendar of Light http://lightomega.org/CL/Cal-Light-Signup.html

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On the first of January of this year, 2015, I had the most wondrous first of the year day I have ever had in my entire life.

It was a day of perceiving energies and receiving guidance that was received by an energy I have not felt inside of my heart since early childhood... joy.

An experience of joy in which all aspects of myself felt uplifted. A joy in which I perceived myself and the wonder of the universe in ways I had not before. The wonder I experienced felt childlike in it's awe and innocence and ancient in it's knowing and wisdom. It was as if, on that day, in those moments in time, a window to my connection to God and the Universe opened and I began to have a knowing of the Promise's of Love.

The joy itself, although it has contracted, remains in my heart. At first, my mind rationally warned my heart that this could be an energetic one off experience of some sort, that the proverbial other shoe would be dropping at any moment, the window would close, and the perceptual reality my life being cut off from God and the Light would return.

Are you surprised Dear Readers, to hear that my mind experiences/perceives itself as cut off - separated, from the energies of LIGHT and LOVE as millions of embodied souls on this planet have felt, do feel?

It is an odd juxtaposition to find oneself within this sacred vehicle of consciousness. My heart loves - adores God and all that is Holy, as far as my soul which is embodied, can possibly understand God. This love is the foundation of my surrendered will and a devotional life lived in holy service. Yet at the same time, my mind/ego perceives itself on this dimensional plane of existence - even more so when encountering dense frequencies of violence and cruelty - abandoned, alone, and cut off.

The intensity of my ego perceiving itself as separate from LOVE and LIGHT has diminished (but not vanished) over the years with the healing I have experienced through actively engaging with the Purification Process, through blessed experiences of Beloved Julie's deeply compassionate love and guidance, and the gifts of love and kindness I have experienced with loving souls I have met along this path to the Light. As aspects of my self/consciousness have purified, my heart has grown in it's ability to perceive the frequencies of Love and Light in the presence of the denser frequencies of darkness and separation…

AND yet, lifetimes of enduring experiences of perceiving my embodied self as separate from the Light and the scars of the terrors of the darkness have left lingering energies of doubt. My ego, clinging on to the illusion of 'saving' me or being 'saved' from the darkness, continues to struggle with the conscious choices aligned with my heart to surrender, to let go and let God.

"How can it be Johanna", you may well ask, "that you share with us Teachings about God's LOVE and LIGHT whilst you still feel separated?"

This very point Dear Readers is why I am sharing my story and journey with you. So that you may know, that however separated from Love and Light you may feel, that there is another who has walked a similar path, who continues to walk with you…

AND, that even so, the Promise's of Love are unfolding, like lotus flower petals to the sun. I have been able to perceive, since the first of this year - 2015, a distinctive change in the frequencies of Light coming into and permeating the planet.

These are the messages of the Light which my heart is receiving:

The time of Revelation is here. The time of Knowing is here.
The time of Remembering the Truth of who you are is here.

Don't worry if you can't perceive the LIGHT yet, if your life feels like the same old chaos, pain and/or suffering, the Promise of Love is that you will be feeling/perceiving the Light.

We shall all be partaking of the same uplifting frequencies of LIGHT and LOVE - no one will be left behind. No one.

With love,
Johanna

Link to January 1 - 6, 2015 postings:

‪Our Next Evoluntionary Step - Homo Luminous‬
http://oneearthawakening.org/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=48&start=144#p1242

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